I wonder if you hurt like me ?

I couldn't sleep at all. In a day i would be okay. In a month i would forget everything. Two months, and then a year went by, i still can't seem to forget about him. Now i really wish i can stop . Would he be hurting as much as i am ? As i think only of you all day a single stream of tear flows on its own. Step by step i see you so even as i work, tears flow without me knowing. Even when i sing even when i walk the streets i'm filled with thougths of you. I wonder if you hurt like me i wonder if you cry like me i wonder if you live all day in memories like me. There are many things to laugh about forcibly like a wind-up doll, like it's my job, i laugh. Even when i watch tv even when i meet my friends i'm filled with thougths of you. Because i smile everyday because i show my smiles, they think i am happy but how can i smile, how can i smile without you ? I smile and i smile but tears flow again. I Love You Fitri Naim :')